from virgin to sex addict in one night...

spring break was awesome. so...this one time at bootcamp. well you know where I'm going with that...

I shouldn’t of done that I’m sorry. no one knows what I’m talking about but you. I hate myself for it i am completely and utterly ashamed of myself. I won’t let it happen again ever. I don’t know what to think anymore. well i do. i just. fuck. i don’t know what I’m saying. soo much self loathing going on. what do i do. no one is talking to me. well the people i want to talk to aren’t talking to me. no more.

huh

i went to the party and i don't regret it one bit. it was great. i still can't watch scary movies....

I'll bang your congo if you shake my morroca

That really hurt. everything hurts. way to completely ditch me.
oh and how to tell if you are my best friend: you have broken something valuable to me. lol. honestly it is okay. I am not going to fret over accidents. accidents happen i was born wasn't i? anyway...
I am really debating going to this party. you upset me. and i dont want to see you. if i go i will have to see you. and anyway i have to go to cranbrook tomorrow and i have to work tonight. going will just make things complicated and i think i'm getting sick anyway.
fuck.

mrow. i did it. stupid thing to do really. prepare for awkward silence. oh well. I'll try not to be too much of a flirt.gah. i can't wait to start my own adventure. i want to meet new people. there aint nothing wrong with you guys but i just want to get out. and do stupid things infront of strangers knowing that i will never see them again. I want to make someones day, someone i don't know. i want to get over people i cant have and love the people i can. be patient Thomas. soon something will happen. soon.