me

i haven't really told you who i am have i?

my name is Thomas James Sydney Baden. i was born in England and now live in a small town. i am a bit of an asshole but i dont really care.  i love all music i can listen to anything rap, classical, pop, what ever except screamo. i love writing. and reading. i love to read, love it, crave it, need it. photography is my life, i love to take picture, i love the sound of the shutter, i love going through photo's i have taken and looking through picture books. anything artistic amazes me. i love walking, running and hula hooping. i enjoy travelling to different places and seeing different scenery. i am crazy. i like to dance in the rain and splash in puddles. i love animals all animals i do have a slight fear for big birds,but only when they chase me otherwise i love them. i have a cat named molly who is my everything, i dont think i would be alive without her. i have many friends but i find myself a very lonely person. depression is second nature to me, i dont remember not being depressed or suicidal, but im never going to act on it. i like food, greasy, salty what ever love it. im surprised im not obese. favourite colour is blue.im running out of things to say. my religon. i have been christened, confirmed and baptised but i dont see myself as a christien, i love all religons, greek, budhism, hindi, wiccan. im not attached to one single religon. change, change is everything to me, i hate staying the same. im not a fan of t.v. i like to watch family guy, criminal minds and big bang theory. i dont like it when people discriminate what i love. this is really random and choppy this paragrapgh is. but oh well. i believe in fairies and all the other mythical creatures. i believe that stories have actually happened but in other dimensions,  like narnia, alagasia, hogwarts. its all here we are too blind to see except for the authors who try to tell people about it through books but many people ignore the real message i don't. i think this is a wrap it is half past 10 and im tired if you wanna know anything else comment with a question i be happy to answer.

excitement

guess what?
 you say: what.
im so excited!!!!!!!!!! for march that is. hoop jam on thursdays., camera club on tuesday., improv, alisha time, and work on friday., spring break., the end of my tourism class!!!!!., so much to look forward too!!!! and hopefully it warms up so i can go out early and take pictures. wooohooooo

wonderland

i had an epic wonderland moment today; i was walking  sparky down to the beach and i took all of these trails. i was thinking about seeing different animals with my head down staring at my feet. i then realise that i would see more animals if i looked up and around so i did. i loook to my left and i see this tiny figure. a Rabbit. pure as white with a brown spot on its back side. i whipped out my camera and took several pictures then i proceeded to follow it. my dog soon senses it and chases it down a hole. i find sparky attacking this hole. so i peered down it. if only the hole was big enough for me to fit in i would of gone down it into wonderland but it was just a tiny hole.  ill upload the picture but it is blurry so you will have to find the rabbit.http://www.flickr.com/photos/59774660@N04/5475350782/

Pink (P!nk) - Fuckin' Perfect (Music Video) HQ [2011 *NEW*]

because i love the song and the video. people say that no one and nothing is perfect. we all are perfect so do not deny it.

abandon

i also found an abandoned blog which i forgot my password to.
 http://www.toeatasoulonabluemoon.blogspot.com/

piczo

so i was bored so i fouund my old email account and went through my old emails and i remembered i had a piczo website quite a while ago.
i was such a wierdo when i was little. http://www.toffee95.piczo.com/
im an asshole http://www.thomasjsclareisdabest.piczo.com/

the other day

a day or two ago i wrote this post on my ipod because it was on my mind and i wanted to put it on my blog, so i went to the art room and went to copy and paste it to my blog. But i accidently clicked replace instead of copy and lost the whole lot. i wasnt impressed. i could do a summary of it but that would be no fun.

hahaha

so this lightened my day. i was walking home at lunch with Ivy and she said the two funniest things i heard all day.
"we got a new substitute and she's even dumber than the last."
i like this one.
"growing old is mandatory, growing up in't." 
LOL

Gossip circles

So this blog is turning out to be kind of depressing
Gossip circles 
I'm so fucking angry I don't know how to word this.
These gossip circles which everyone is apart for except for me; who finds out about the gossip when my sister is telling me what people don't want me to hear or if I'm being asked not to be myself around that person because she has boyfriend I didn't even know she had a boyfriend and she is my best friend why am I not worthy to know this stuff are you embarrassed of me. Are you afraid of what I might do, say or think. I just want to know to learn. That is all I won't pester you or make you feel bad, when I find out about stuff that "friends" should tell each other and they don't tell me it hurts so much inside. It makes me think why bother I mean do they even like me or do they talk to me for the sake of not being alone. that is how I feel alone, forgotten, like a tiny mouse dead under a foot of snow not many knows its there and if they do hey don't care about it. That is how I feel.

Hmmmm

I am sitting in A&W creating a blog when I had a profound philosophical thought what if I had in fact been to wonderland what would it be like