ZOHMYGOD

I have been so ecstatic the past few days. i have nothing to say.

needs serotonin desperately :(

fuck life

I’m so mad at myself. i broke a promise last night, it was an extremely important promise that i not only made to my counsellor and my doctor i also made it to my mum and the majority of my friends.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck I’m sorry …

love?

how come i can blow up 20 balloon without any of them exploding, and the one heart balloon i blow up, explodes after three huffs.

omen? i think so. clearly love hates me and i aint gunna find love. gah here i go being all pessimistic and down and what not. but WHATEVER. I dont need love. oh but i do, i need it bad.

bang and it could all go away. just like that balloon, clearly it had enough and boom, its remains were scattered in the living room. so i’m back with a counsellor at school, but only when i need it. so likely monday i’ll go make an appointment…

…

hmmm.

Its nice to know you guys care?

I don’t really know what to say. I’m in a good mood. I think. I don’t want  to do my homework. I like talking to you. BAM I had four grilled cheese sandwiches today.  AND I’m listening to Stacy’s mom – fountains of wayne! BEST SONG EVER

surprised?

well. i thought my brain would be a pile of mush after the three writing workshops that i attended on Sunday. but, surprisingly not. i wrote a poem after the workshop and i wrote an amazing one this morning at about 6:00am. i would share them. but I’m feeling self conscious about them << that's a first. well anyway. short blog post. have a nice day.

This a blog.

Bam, another post. whurrrt. Epic adventure with Sierra and Makayla. TROLOLOLOL what was that. a smile? why yes it was.

*sigh of relief*

i have been the happiest i have been in a long time recently. i like this emotion. i like sitting in class and smiling. i like smiling. and laughing at nothing. and i like talking to you. i like you

well.

let’s not go after that one then…

and breathe

okay so i have had time to calm down. sorry about that >< i was really upset that someone would break into my locker steal my belongings then break it, and lose it. i have every right to be fuming.

today was pretty good. lunch and writing class were the best! I LOVE CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!  here is a shout out to the amazing girl who makes my day by bringing me cheesecake. ILU  writing class is awesome. this year we have some amazing people that like reading there stuff out loud and i like that. I also like the way you look at me and smile. i like that. i like that a lot. i like eating cheesecake and listening to the sound of your voice, i like that too.

i like coming home and finding out that my best friend, has applied for a residence visa in Canada and is more than likely moving here in August. i like that. i like pretty people, and people that talk lots. i like rain. i really like rain. i like taking pictures and having pictures taken of me. i like loaning out books, and having people tell me about how much they liked it. i like talking about characters and getting into arguments about which character is better and why. i realise that i like a lot of things. and i like that. i like warm showers with clothes on.  i think i like being wet in general

i like that emoticon. it looks cute. i hope all goes well at the vets today! i like my dogs, Sparky and Ruuqo. i also like gazing at my fish tank. okay, here are some pictures. the amazing Sierra Franklin took them. of me. don’t steal these. i will find you and curse your family :P  look on her blog!  http://whatliesbehindgreeneyes.blogspot.com/

what do you think? isn’t Sierra AMAZING at PHOTOGRAPHY