i have been meaning to blog for what feels like forever. but i just haven't got around to it, mainly cos time is something i lack.
current mood: fuck, if this year doesn’t end soon it is going to end me. i am so tired of everything going wrong. it may be the way i am thinking, but i haven't been thinking like this all year, only recently after the events that have happened. Seriously. I am tired of it. oh BTW we are taking sparky- my dog down to the vets in a couple of hours because she is sick. someone went into my locker and broke my fountain pen- this fountain means a lot, my dad bought it for me when he went back to England. that kind of means a lot to me- who the fuck goes into peoples lockers anyway? not only that they haven't returned it either. fuck. scratch magazine better arrive soon and word fest better be good, or there will be higher consequences to pay. I'm going to run out of room for butterflies…in other words. FUCK
do you know what, i want to write something happy here. but i can’t think of it. i am on my last straw with you, you are driving me insane!. and you, i cant wait to take pictures of you-i guess that is exciting, and you- i am so excited to see you, you touch you, i haven’t had a hug from you in over 2 years. less than a year now. i love you!
think positive think positive. not working…
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