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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. thanks for the news i guess. i didnt want to hear it. but i guess now im gonna have to live with it. the cancer has taken full control of her body and she is basically a goner. i love you so much. even though i didnt get to see you much, you made the best desserts and you truly are amazing. xoxoxoxox i suppose its time to dry the tears and get back on track. FUCK YOU CANCER you fucking whore! i would really like to talk to YOU right now. but i doubt i will. you possess this magical power that makes everything better. and i really need a dose of it right now. fuck