Sunday, 7 August 2011
Thursday, 4 August 2011
and
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. thanks for the news i guess. i didnt want to hear it. but i guess now im gonna have to live with it. the cancer has taken full control of her body and she is basically a goner. i love you so much. even though i didnt get to see you much, you made the best desserts and you truly are amazing. xoxoxoxox i suppose its time to dry the tears and get back on track. FUCK YOU CANCER you fucking whore! i would really like to talk to YOU right now. but i doubt i will. you possess this magical power that makes everything better. and i really need a dose of it right now. fuck
Wednesday, 3 August 2011
when everything is silent
im sorry people. but i am incredibly bored...... here we go.
What size is the last bed you kissed on? i believe it was the floor....
When was the last time you were sick? sick in the stomache...all the time
Are you one of those people who are always cold? nope
What are you listening to? lord of the rings
How many more days until your birthday? i dont really care
Do you have any summer plans yet? summer is nearly over...
When was the last time you shaved your legs? erm...i really dont know...NEVER
Is there someone you wish you were closer with? yup
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? yeh, mainly on food...
Have any addictions? i cant say i do.
Are you anything like your siblings? no. nothing.
Have you ever had a stalker? i think so
What did you last drink? a glass of water
Have you ever received an injury from a hook up? no...i cant say i have
What did you last eat? i cant remember...
What was the best concert you have been to? band concert o.0
Who is the last person you hugged? i dunno. it was a couple of days ago though...
Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? yes like all my good friends are. except for one.
When was the last time you had a crowd at your house? i cant remember
What can you smell? sweat...
How many cell phones have you had? 2
Which school year do you think will be the saddest? this coming school year
Do you have trust issues? nope not really
Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? nope not anymore
Where do you get all your clothes? clothes shops
What did you do today ? hula hooped
How many more years of high school do you have? one
Do you have a YouTube account? yes...
Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? not anymore
Have you ever regretted kissing someone? no i havent
Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yes
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person? maybe
Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? someone else
Will next friday be a good one? oh hellzzz yes next friday. not this one
When was the last time something bothered you? all the time
Do you think age matters in relationships? to an extent
Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend? no
When will your next kiss be? probably next Friday. i tend to kiss a lot of people when im drunk...
Who was the first male you talked to today? my brother
okay that was kinda lame...
What size is the last bed you kissed on? i believe it was the floor....
When was the last time you were sick? sick in the stomache...all the time
Are you one of those people who are always cold? nope
What are you listening to? lord of the rings
How many more days until your birthday? i dont really care
Do you have any summer plans yet? summer is nearly over...
When was the last time you shaved your legs? erm...i really dont know...NEVER
Is there someone you wish you were closer with? yup
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? yeh, mainly on food...
Have any addictions? i cant say i do.
Are you anything like your siblings? no. nothing.
Have you ever had a stalker? i think so
What did you last drink? a glass of water
Have you ever received an injury from a hook up? no...i cant say i have
What did you last eat? i cant remember...
What was the best concert you have been to? band concert o.0
Who is the last person you hugged? i dunno. it was a couple of days ago though...
Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? yes like all my good friends are. except for one.
When was the last time you had a crowd at your house? i cant remember
What can you smell? sweat...
How many cell phones have you had? 2
Which school year do you think will be the saddest? this coming school year
Do you have trust issues? nope not really
Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? nope not anymore
Where do you get all your clothes? clothes shops
What did you do today ? hula hooped
How many more years of high school do you have? one
Do you have a YouTube account? yes...
Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? not anymore
Have you ever regretted kissing someone? no i havent
Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yes
Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person? maybe
Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? someone else
Will next friday be a good one? oh hellzzz yes next friday. not this one
When was the last time something bothered you? all the time
Do you think age matters in relationships? to an extent
Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend? no
When will your next kiss be? probably next Friday. i tend to kiss a lot of people when im drunk...
Who was the first male you talked to today? my brother
okay that was kinda lame...
it must be the end.
wow... 3 days i have had nothing to say. nothing. not one thing. i can recap about the past three days. crazy fun party. im not gonna go into details or anything. but my god am i a lightweight. im still 130 lbs which is good. really good. the next day i had a headache... work was fun. mostly dead nothing important. you...i havent seen you. i sent you a drunk text from someones phone. but i cant remember what it said...i also deleted the text so the person couldnt see what i said... i kinda would like to know. so if YOUR reading this (which i hope your not.)also if you know who YOU are then please tell me what i sent you. i have a feeling i should be embarrassed or that i should bury my head in shame. but right now i really dont know. so im gonna convince myself it was just a "hey whats up...." but i know it wasnt... how 'bout that eh. i finally updated my blog.
Sunday, 31 July 2011
i am the coolest cat you will ever know.
"sorry to break it to you, but im more of a cat than you..."
"how?"
"erm...i have a pussy."
"..."
oh how i love you (insert name here)
BTW. this summer has been awesome so far. kinda. at the end of the summer im gonna post a list of all the things that have happened. just to let you know for those who want to find out who i like. i wrote it on my blog. the exact persons name. but you will have to find it. ive hidden it really well. inbox me on facebook if you think you found it. (hint: the titles)
"how?"
"erm...i have a pussy."
"..."
oh how i love you (insert name here)
BTW. this summer has been awesome so far. kinda. at the end of the summer im gonna post a list of all the things that have happened. just to let you know for those who want to find out who i like. i wrote it on my blog. the exact persons name. but you will have to find it. ive hidden it really well. inbox me on facebook if you think you found it. (hint: the titles)
woah fucking asians!!!
No offence.
but they travel in packs ranging from 10- 30
they take all the chicken they see on the menu
they take up half the dining room
and...
the leave an incredible mess.
BUT
this one Asian came in with the coolest hair he looked like some anime character off of Naruto or something
AND... he had the characteristics of one too,
like i didn't want to serve him in case he pulled out a samurai sword beneath his trench coat...yes he had a trench coat. he kinda scared me.
but they travel in packs ranging from 10- 30
they take all the chicken they see on the menu
they take up half the dining room
and...
the leave an incredible mess.
BUT
this one Asian came in with the coolest hair he looked like some anime character off of Naruto or something
AND... he had the characteristics of one too,
like i didn't want to serve him in case he pulled out a samurai sword beneath his trench coat...yes he had a trench coat. he kinda scared me.
ACK
tomorrow is August.
which means....
one more month to spend with the majority of my friends before they leave too fulfill their dreams.
...
i promise i wont cry, i remember 2 years ago, when the same thing happened. i balled my eyes out. not in front of anyone. but behind my closed bedroom door. music blasting. so no one would hear. i have a feeling this year might be slightly worse.
but can i do it.
ive been having a hard time believing in myself lately.
crying does release serotonin. so maybe it isnt such a bad idea crying myself to sleep.
i know an even better idea. lets not even think about it until september. lets spend this month getting drunk. having fun. going out. hanging out. watching movies. eating food. camping. and all the awesome things i like to do with the people i love.
then.
when september comes. ill have four days before you leave... and. and. i really dont know how ill feel. lets hope i dont kill myself. ha ha ha...
which means....
one more month to spend with the majority of my friends before they leave too fulfill their dreams.
...
i promise i wont cry, i remember 2 years ago, when the same thing happened. i balled my eyes out. not in front of anyone. but behind my closed bedroom door. music blasting. so no one would hear. i have a feeling this year might be slightly worse.
but can i do it.
ive been having a hard time believing in myself lately.
crying does release serotonin. so maybe it isnt such a bad idea crying myself to sleep.
i know an even better idea. lets not even think about it until september. lets spend this month getting drunk. having fun. going out. hanging out. watching movies. eating food. camping. and all the awesome things i like to do with the people i love.
then.
when september comes. ill have four days before you leave... and. and. i really dont know how ill feel. lets hope i dont kill myself. ha ha ha...
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