panic attack over.

so my client called me just now to say that her daughter was running late. i told her that if she isn't going to be here by 5 we are going to get some terrible pictures. so we decided to do it on boxing day. that gives me time to go downtown get some special CD's for the prints and to breathe. also. the book bar is having a sale!!!!!!!!! i just got a paycheck :) woooo. i can breathe. christmas tomorrow :/ gotta wake up early and walk to my dads house. not excited. i got him a crock pot.lol i think i am going to give him that and something else. lol that was a bit mean.i lost my brothers christmas present. and i only have half of my mums. so Thomas didn't do very well this Christmas. there has been so much on my mind. oh yeh. one of my favourite fish died today. stripe. may you rest in peace. and before you tell me i'm a bad fish keeper. just stop. i did try my best. This past couple of weeks i was the best fish owner ever. yeh i joke around and told you i forgot to feed them. but i didn't i was just joking. so yeh. :( kinda sad, really happy. super excited. still a little worried. but i got this.