that was disappointing.

well. first off. pink wrapping paper? what are you on? it was shiny I’ll give you that but whatever. okay

secondly. i thought. i was actually ill or something. but no. blood tests came back and I’m fine. I have over the average amount of vitamin D, and everything else was normal. so i don’t have depression. i don’t have a mental illness. I’m just sad. truthfully i wanted to have depression just so i could blame it on something. but no. I’m just sad. and that makes me. really sad.

so my mum is staying for Christmas, she has a friend round. if anyone else is lonely you can come round too.  or come round anyway. likely i’ll still be lonely just with someone. gah.

still sick. i really dislike being sick.

broken flute is fixed BTW

christmas presents are not one to procrastinate. but i do anyway. they are nearly done though.

oh shit writing assignment due tomorrow. maybe i should start it… looks like another all nighter.

Tomorrow Makayla is coming over, i am moving into my sisters room and dying my hair. surprise surprise.

i think i work too much/ because when i don’t work. i don’t know what to do with myself.

well enjoy the long blog post. I’ll be on skype if you wanna laugh or shout or talk or something… rant to me. or ask me questions, i like question games. well au revoir.