oh? thats lovely

well. life wasn't to good today. so i went and saw my doctor-who told me to see that counselor. so i developed my pictures and went to my counselor. we had a nice conversations. talked about my issues and it felt nice. BUT. when i was walking home i saw a crow. it looked at me and i felt sad. i looked in its eyes and saw that it was hurt. Then i noticed it was covered in those nasty big black ants. i wanted to help it. but what the fuck can yah do. to a frightened bird. all it gonna do is run away from you,  so i walked on and ignored it >.< i hope it gets all those ants off. but then there are too many crows in this valley to begin with they be eatin all the little birds. the circle of life strikes again.  whenever- black eyed peas. is the song im listening to right now. i like this song, and i think thats what i need. i need someone to love me forever, and who will be there for me (whenever i need them) whether they are on skype, whether i call them or spontaneously knock at their door. my counselor told me that i am struggling from isolation. am i? i think so. hmmmm. not sure how to end this post. but ............pshuuuuuuummmmmmmmm