Friday, 22 July 2011

once upon a time....if only

he wants to stop
             but he can't
he is addicted to it.
                     he's fine when he's with
                                    someone
             its just.
                       when they leave
and the door
                  closes
                                         the feeling of loneliness
seeps through the cracks
             takes over his mind
controls him
                uses him
                         hurts him
                                    breaks him
       till nothing is  l
                           e
                           f
                           t
                         but
blood soaked sheets
            and
tear stained pillows
                       and a shaky hand
                                     resting a
                                        bloody blade 
on his 
bedside table
   with a broken heart full of broken promises
       and a doctors appointment card ripped up on the floor.
                            

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